After years of running away and heartaches that were only shown during those nights, she has come to a point to take a U-turn back.
Instead of finding the right person, why don't we start off by being the right person?We're old enough to
think and
know what is best for us and all of us should take
full responsible on what is coming and what is going. If there's a happy opening, there would be an ending too. Whether it's happy ones or sad ones, it will pass you by and it becomes a memory and a
blessing. Something which you can learn from and grow from. Come to think of it, I'm quite happy and proud with myself for fulfilling my promise on "being a single". And I have
NEVER regretted on being single after all these while =)
I've been reminded by Him, once again, that i'm
NOTHING but just a sinner who's not even worth
His grace and
mercy. But amazingly, he had chosen me to be in His church and to be part of His people to share His glory.

I have never regret on making that first wish on my birthday =)
It came true after the day when my birthday ended 10minutes ago. I was told that i was
selfish and
arrogant. I looked at myself, and i know i was that
selfish and arrogant person for quite awhile. And i'm slipping away slowly, i've knew it all along. It even came to a stage where
hatred got in my way.
I'm so sick and tired of seeing those peoples and that place.
How can people that i once loved so dear became people that i HATE the most?How can a place which i love to run to and cry my heart out became the place where i HATE the most?I never realized my mistakes til when you said that sentence that caught me off guard, you said::
"I have one word for you. Disappointed. I am so so sooo disappointed with you. After all these years that i've helped you through, this? How old are you now? and etc.."
I admit, i see nothing but only
MYSELF, you were right.
I was arrogant and i'm shameless.
I brag about everything that i thought was right and fun.
I was that
BAD..

Guard me back to Your embrace so that i'll find comfort in you and learn your ways, LORD. And this is what You told me through your words ::
"Never let go of loyalty and faithfulness.Tie them around your neck and write them on your heart"I just hope that i'll stay on like this for as long as possible, or even possible, I'll stay this way FOREVER.
I would not know when is the next fall but this was the first fall that i've experience and trust me, this feelings, this hatred, wasn't the best feelings in the world.
~GraceKoh~