How Wonderful.. ever wonder where u're standing today? =)

hey ppl~!!! who actually read this blog.. would never know neway.. but sorry bout the late rpy on the tagboard.. but anyway.. this is a short verse.. okay~ maybe long.. but o well.. i'll just type it out bcoz i wan to share with u guys. =)



Listen, my son, accept what i say,
and the years of your life will be many.
i guide you in the way of wisdom
and lead you along straight paths.
When you walk, your steps will not be hampered;
when you run, you will not stumble.
Hold on to the instruction. do not let it go;
guard it well, for it is YOUR LIFE.
Do not set foot on the path if the wicked
or walk in the way of evil men.
Avoid it, do not travel on it;
turn from it and go on your way.
For they cannot sleep til they do evil;
they are robbed of slumber til they make someone fall.
they eat the bread of wickedness
and drink the wine of violence.


The path of righteous is like the fist gleam of dawn,
shinning ever brighter til the full light of the day.
But the way of the wicked is like DEEP DARKNESS;
they do not know what makes them stumble.

My son, pay attention to what I say;
listen closely to my words.
Do not let them out of your sight,
keep them within your heart;
for they are life to those who find them
and health to a man's whole body.
Above all else, guard your heart,
for it is the wellspring of life.
Put away perversity from your mouth;
keep corrupt talk far from your lips.
Let your eyes look straight ahead,
fix your gaze directly before you.
Make level paths for your feet
and take only ways that are firm.
Do not swerve to the right or the left;
keep your foot from evil.



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As i lay down on my bed, hard to get into sleep.
Thoughts came crushing into my mind.
So much, so deep, so many that you might think what is my life all bout?

why am i here, today? in this very place? in this planet called earth?
why am i not an animal?

~.* a Dog?
~.* a cat?
~.* a croc?
~.* a worm and etc..

as the day ended, do u realize.. HUMANS.. are so SPECIAL and beautiful yet they do not know what's the reason that they exist today.

HUMANS.. are so smart.. yet they used it wrongly. sometimes the "smart" even became a thing that is so wrong.

There's evil and good among us.

Some people might FORGIVE;
Some people might HATE.

How wonderful there is:

Men
Women

we are so different. so very different.
we are unique.

but why? why God wan us to b so different? cant we be the same? do you know the answer for this ques? =)



~.* How wonderful there is :

HUMANS who falls
HUMANS who stands



~.* How wonderful there is :

Pure
Dirty



How wonderful there is :

God is stil the ONE who take over this whole world and NOT Satan
God is stil the RULER and not Satan

yes.. i wouldnt deny that Satan is EVERYWHERE in our atmosphere.

Temptations are everywhere. but... at the end of the day.. this all is stil under God's.

decisions are up to you to choose.

The bible said..
"Satan's like a hungry lion that hunts for its prey"

today.. do you wan to be that prey??


There are peoples who God had chosen
Peoples who God had rejected.
But til the end of the day.. He still loves EACH AND EVERYONE OF US.
Bcoz He made YOU for a reason.



would you wan to drop down down down?
would you wan to stand up and start all over again by making a change in ur life?



wat if judgement day is today?
wat if judgement day is tomorrow?
wat if i die today?
wat if u'll die tomorrow?

there is ONLY two ways..

~.* HEAVEN or HELL *.~

God's waiting for you,
Satan's waiting for you.

so... who do you wanna have an ever-lasting life with on the day when you die?

Today.. the decisions that u had made is leading toward every single minute and second that comes by.

~.* it can be happiness *.~
~.* it can be joy *.~

~.* it can be peace *.~
~.* it can be heartbreaks *.~
~.* it can be sorrow *.~
~.* it can be losing someone's trust, forever *.~
~.* it can be scars covering you up *.~

who knows?

where you stand today?

wat is the purpose that we exist in this world today?


answers are everywhere..

wake up~!!!!!!

and its ur turn to find out wat's God's creation and ur life is all about...... =D



~GraceKoh~

Tagged by Nick =)

okay.. this tag is seriously long but o well.. -.- i'll try to finish it up.



Name :
~.* Grace Koh *.~

Sisters :
~.* 1 *.~

Brothers :
~.* none? *.~

Shoe size :

~.* uhh.. dun have to know that.. b4 some ppl wil start laughing -.- those who knows better keep ur mouth shut. shhh.. >< *.~

Height :
~.* hmmm..158.. around there i guess..[ i know.. its shortttt -.-] *.~

Where do you live :
~.* Subang Jaya *.~

Favourtie Drinks :
~.* limau ice =) *.~

Have you ever been on a plane :
~.* yeah *.~

Swam in the ocean :
~.* that was like ages ago.. couldnt rmb when. XD *.~

Fallen asleep in school :
~.* everyday *.~

Broken someone's heart :
~.* yeah. deeply til u wont wan to know the process. *.~

Fell off your chair :
~.* that was last year *.~

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call :
~.* erm.. do i have to answer this ques?? sigh... maybe.......... *.~

Saved e-mails :
~.* yeah? *.~

What is your room look like :
~.* pink, clothes all around, books, junks, bags,drawings, sketching and writings junk papers[which that's one of the way i do when im swinging or depress =) it really helps. ] *.~

What is the last thing you ate :
~.* taufu fa~!! =D *.~

Ever had Chicken pox :
~.* nope. not ever =) *.~

Sore throat :
~.* few months ago *.~

Stitches :
~.* nope *.~

What's right beside you :
~.* chairs? *.~

Do you believe in love at first sight :
~.* nope. *.~

Like picnics :
~.* prefer sitting under the dark with stars and moon to accompany you while enjoying the scenery. any scenery will do including a cat or dog shit. =D *.~

Who was the last person you danced with :
~.* i guess im not gonna say name out that person's name.. that person will know himself. if he doesn't.. then.. that's too bad.all i could say that...his the first and the last i can say. *.~

Last made you smile :
~.* i couldnt rmb tho.. i am ALWAYS smiling. @.@ whether happy or sad i'll still be laughing and smiling. =D *.~

TODAY DID YOU

Talk to someone you like :
~.* i guess.. yeah. i think.. hmmm.. aiya~!! not sure la. >< *.~

Kissed anyone :
~.* no *.~

Get sick :
~.* nope *.~

Talked to an ex :
~.* yeah. but just for awhile. *.~

Missed someone :
~.* .. uh.. everyday u can say.. *.~

Eat :
~.* everything *.~

Best feeling in the world :
~.* to have someone that u're with. being love and everything feel so right. and there's God who loves you and gave u everything which u wont appreciate it til u loss it. *.~

Do You sleep with stuffed animals :
~.* nah.. used to but.. will get asthma la like that -.- i stl wan to live anyway.. not ready to die yet =p *.~

What's under your bed :
~.* dust? *.~

Who do you really hate :
~.* and again.. i dun hate ppl. ever. no matter how hard and hurtful the situation is.. nah.. *.~

time is it now :
~.* i dunno.. but i do know the days are 137days to go to my doom day. =D yay..~!! -.- *.~

RANDOM

Q : Is there a person who is on your mind right now :
~.* ..yeah.. *.~

Q : Do you have any siblings :
~.* i've answer that ques earlier -.- *.~

Q : Do you want children :
~.* of course =) BUT.. not now YET. *.~

Q : Do you smile often :
~.* YES I DO. *.~

Q : Do you like your hand-writing :
~.* yeah.. not bad. =) *.~

Q : Are your toenails painted :
~.* nah.. *.~

Q : Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in :
~.* erm.. im not going to say out this one. sorry =) *.~

Q : What colour shirt are you wearing :
~.* blue *.~

Q:What were you doing at 7pm yesterday :
~.* yesterday? erm.. bumming i think.. *.~

Q: I can't wait till :
~.* my studies are all over, start getting into college and.. dun have to know the next wan =) *.~

Q : When did you cry last :
~.* 30mins ago? LoL. dun ask why. *.~

Q : Are you a friendly person :
~.* yeah =D *.~

Q : Do you have any pets?
~.* yeap.. 5 cats ^^ *.~

Q : Where is the person you have feelings for right now? :
~.* somewhere on a planet called.. EARTH? LoL.. *.~

Q: Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now :
~.* ... why all this ques is so.. making me emotional?! sigh.. my answer would be yes and wil always be a YES. *.~

Q : Have you ever crawled through a window :
~.* yup =) it feels good tho. real good. =) *.~

Q: Can you handle the truth :
~.* stil shaking.. *.~

Q : Are you too forgiving :
~.* .. i... i.. uhh.. i wouldn't know.. *.~

Q : Are you closer to your mother or father :
~.* none.. but stil on process.. *.~

Q : Who was the last person you cried in front of ? :
~.* my mum *.~

Q : How many people can you really loved :
~.* everyone~!! but if u're referring to someone SPECIAL.. there's only 5.which is my family members, God and.. yeah.. my partner. [if i had one that is -.- lol.] *.~

Q : Do you eat healthy :
~.* onli at home. =D have too anyway.. bcoz mum's not cooking anything special but onli food that is not oily. *.~

Q : Do you still have the pictures of you and your ex? :
~.* yeah.. and will always keep it =) *.~

Q: Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you :
~.* yeah.. *.~

Q : How often do you go to church :
~.* three times per week =) *.~

Q : If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to ? :
~.* no one? wait... my diary~!!! =) oh.. and shi yang. but his always busy.. sigh.. =( hardly talk to him but only in church if we see each other and had the time to actually chat up. *.~

Q : Are you loud or quiet most of the time :
~.* depending *.~

Q : Are you confident :
~.* not at all. i can guarantee that *.~

5 things I was doing 10 years ago :

~.* climbing chairs *.~
~.*jumping from chairs to chairs, pretending like there's a croc under or between the couch which im gonna jump into next.. if u can imagine that scene =) *.~
~.*wearing a towel behind my back, pretending like a superman. charging here and there. =) *.~
~.*fighting with my best buddy who is a boy..we always did anyway. like ultarman and those type of fighting.. u know.. LoL XD *.~
~.* punching my grandpa like a man. lol *.~


5 things on my to-do list today :
~.* sleep~!!!!!!! *.~
~.* watch "do you think you can dance" *.~
~.* eat *.~
~.* do some revision *.~
~.* shower *.~


5 snacks I enjoy :

~.* chocolate~!!!! *.~
~.* oreo *.~
~.* "cheese sandwich"biscuits *.~
~.* taufu fa =) *.~
~.* HL chocolate milk. =D *.~

5 thing I would do if I were a billionaire :
~.* one ten for the church *.~
~.* spend it on shopping and belanja my frens =) *.~
~.* buy some story books which i think its worth to buy. *.~
~.* buy some DVDs *.~
~.* buy my own fav car, suzuki swift~!!!! =D *.~

5 of my bad habits
~.* always bum around *.~
~.* drag myself from doing smtg that i should do *.~
~.* wont accept reality *.~
~.* wont wan to let go. [okay~ maybe that i dunno wat's that for but.. yeah.. something is just holding me back which i dunno wat it is myself] *.~
~.* sleep in class *.~

5 place I have lived in
~.* 2places which are in klang *.~
~.* subang *.~
~.* and the rest i cant rmb =p *.~


5 jobs I've had for this year
~.* a friend *.~
~.* a listener =D [my fav job] *.~
~.* a supporter *.~
~.* commitee of the church youth *.~
~.* an assistant monitor in class *.~

5 people I tagged
~.* SeanChua *.~
~.* Shiang Leit *.~
~.* Mun Yee *.~
~.* Candy *.~
~.* Eleena *.~

A story of a girl

Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much


well.. im standing in the crowd
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,


And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.


If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?


If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?


a girl sat here.
waiting.
hoping.
praying.
she knew wat she have to do but sometimes.. she cant help herself.


as the sun falls and the moon appeared.
another person took over her.

as the clock strike 10pm on the clock where it lay stil on the wall.
its like..Mr hyde taking over her instead of Dr Jekyll. [LoL.. okay.. maybe not that bad]


sometimes she wants to hold him so tightly,
squeeze someone til that person couldnt even breathe but that's only her imagination.


she often wonders.. wat would happen on that very day? 
will things get better or things wont be having a second chance?
she couldnt wait to know the answer.

she curb up herself,
squatting at one of the corner of her room.
cold air surrounded her.


Tear

couldnt bare the thought but she knew..
she would wait,
she should,
she will.

she wouldnt mind wat kind of things would happen later on,
as long as ppl around her are happy with wat they have now. 
then she's happy =D


she starts to helped ppl out..
that's her target and her goal now. =D


wanting to let ppl know and see that they meant for SOMETHING.
but.. why cant she help herself when the moonlight appear?

often look at her silent and stil phone,
laying beside her
wat she wants?
wat is she thinking?
wat is she waiting?
she dun understand.


a fren of her, tear.
she tear along with her.she's glad she was there for her 
she've been through that and she know very well how it feels
she want to help them to stand up.


And she did.
her frens stand again.



they wil get together again soon.
im sure of that. 
there's stil a chance for them.

but..

wil this girl have another chance?
she often wonder. 
she fear.
she struggle. 
wanting to know the answer.

she wan to approach that person so much at times.. but.. she knew she have to stand firm in her stands and not making anything til that day comes along.


she knew she shouldnt do things that was in her mind and letting the thoughts cover her.


she wants to know so much bout wat the otherside feels but she knew she'll never have the chance.

so much she want to tell
so much she want to do
but she only keeps to herself

it really amazed her that she is stil standing here today, 
alive,
keeping her promise, 
wanting to proove to ppl that she can do it
and handling things while helping different kind of ppl out. =)



she only hope that she wil have the strength to continue standing on til this whole things ends and see wat happen on that very day.

~.*how the story of her life goes.*.~
~.*how the story of her life ends at that very last breathe~.*

tell her that she's wrong if u knew she was wrong
sometimes.. she dun even know wat she wanted most

~.*but one thing for sure*.~

she stil miss him.
every night and day.
ever lasting
but she never show it out nor ppl can see.
she succeed~!!!

for the real first time.
she finally made it.




ppl start to stand up and thank her.
she was trill and she notice..

she finally did smtg right!!! =)

*.~always waiting and keeping promises~.*

~GraceKoh~

Promises that will be keep =)

As i sat outside of the house that late at night by the tiang, which was placed in front of my house.
[ well.. its just a tiang that is beside the house gate which means the letter box was below of it and im sitting on top of that tiang]

anyway.. im just sitting there all alone with my towel covering me up and curbed up myself with it meanwhile looking out to the open road.few neighbours saw me and i guess their thinking this girl must be crazy sitting out at this late hour. but i wouldnt wan to care.

its been a long long long month and a short holiday. but.. at least i manage to stand up again and fight. bcoz.. i know that i've made a promise and im going to keep it. i wouldnt know that if the other parties would rmb bout the promises that i've made to him or her or the promises that we've made together at that spot. a promise that i know i couldnt do it but.. i've made it. i have to and choose to wait and i choose to stand up again.

FIGHT. for my studies, for myself, for my parents, for HIM and for everything. proove to them that i can. wait fight wait fight.. and wait and fight.. that's all i can do.


anyway.. back.. as i sat on top of the tiang that late at night.. feeling.. okay.. im not gonna say this part.. something hits me..i got into the house and came out with a pen and paper. and start writing:

some the people know
play it just for me
as the season change, rmb how i used to be


now i cant go on, i cant even stood
i got ntg left.
just an EMPTY HEART.


im a soldier, warm the soul and must give up a fight.
there's nothing more for me, leave me away.
And leave my lightly.



some the people knows
tell them i dun care
there is no a road that leads to anywhere
without a lighter, fear that i wil stamble in the dark
lied right down on one of the side, not to go on

And from on high.. somewhere in the distance
there's a voice that calls : REMEMBER WHO U ARE
if u loss urself, ur courage soon wil follow
til the strong tonight..
rmb who u are.

yes.. i'll wait [its a definite] while going on. i wouldnt know wat would happen til the very day it comes, the day that i longed hope for and wait for. but all i can do is wait.. bcoz im keeping my promise. hoping that person rmbs too.. but that person stil have every rights to live their lifes but i've set my promise and i'll follow it with all my heart. wat comes comes and wait til that very day.

there's no one to blame for but to forgive =D

apologise and realized. make a change and grow from our mistake and the bad is forgiven. =D

everyday..wanting to tel u.. okay.. nvm.. post long enough. lol..

~GraceKoh~