They said do not treat your work life so seriously. No matter how much you have done, in the end, no one will appreciate.
Today, I finally understand that statement. Well, to cut things short, I charged overtime throughout my time charge. What I do, I will charge honestly. I admit, for the passed one month, I was fully devoted to my work and never a single day did I serve the web out of self interest.
But in reality, no one would actually believe that you had done that because no one would be able to do work fully, from beginning til the end, 8.30pm - 5.30pm. And I thought I could make a difference. haha, how silly of me.
And Deloitte's Human Resource (HR) finally request for approval to Aini. And she just finished having a chat with me. But of course it was after discussion with Fariz and they came to an agreement that we shouldn't simply charge the "overtime" even though it is under our staff benefit. When many seniors' cases were bigger than mine and Aini believe that she has distributed portfolios equally, which I couldn't be more grateful for that.
But what I'm really upset about was that the thought of not believing that people who doesn't serve web and were fully devoted to their work during working hours do not exist. Which I am one of them. At this point of time, I was wondering should i even insist on my stand. But some part of me struggle and a voice keep saying, "then what difference are you from them?".
Well, it's an ongoing thing. So, let God be my guide :)
But maybe I wouldn't charge OT anymore in future.
