When I look at you

Everyone needs inspiration,
Everyone needs a soul.

When the waves are flooding the shore,
I can't find my way back home.

And that's when I look at you



Little changes had been going around and sometimes.. it's just hard to keep things on track like it used to be as before.

No doubt that people changed.

I wouldn't deny that because even me, myself, changed. Especially during holidays, the changes were big enough to break up a team. lol..

Ever felt unsatisfied when you were alone in thoughts? Well, i do.

Ever since this year, I'm always left unsatisfied and i ALWAYS wanted to do something out of something else. I want to live my life and make something out of it instead of wasting any time.

Why is this happening to me?
For 18years, I've never ever felt like this.

It just somehow,
I was easily annoyed?
I get fed-up easily when I'm not learning things.
I would get angry at people who never keep their promises and not being responsible enough to meant what they've said.



As the anger grows inside me, i would choose to ignore that person.
*This is just so rare that i would actually get angry at people*



I know it's a childish act but.. Sometimes, I just couldn't help it because it just hurts too much for seeing their faces especially when they're staring at you with those gorgeous eyes which melts you away even though they don't even know what they've done.

If you know that you couldn't keep your promise, then DON'T bother promising anyone unless you know that you CAN keep it!!!

Often enough I blame myself for getting angry and over-react at things that isn't that important from other people's point of view. I tried to tell myself that the others would never care about all this small matter, only I'm the foolish one who puts too much hopes on them that's why it would caused this much of a break down.

You're dumB..........when I look at you.
You're beautiful......... when I look at you.
You're irresistible..........when I look at you.
You're like a vision.........when I look at you.
You're hurting me.........when I look at you.
You're like a dream to me.........when I look at you.
You're tearing me apart.........when I look at you.
You're making me confuse.........when I look at you.

And there's no guarantee that this life is easy,
But I've gotta try.


*PS:: This post wasn't related or dedicated to anyone so don't start guessing who's the people/person and I'm perfectly fine. Just letting out my thoughts and emotions which makes me feel better =)


Thanks for reading..


Great days ahead people..
Cheers~!!!



~GraceKoh~

Time is always running out....

Sigh.. guess the title explains it all.


I've just not been doing anything lately. Well.. maybe a little, but this semester, I hardly settle down and study. There's been so many holidays. Especially most holidays were on Mondays -.-
And this caused me to even felt lazier =(


Journals, assignments, presentations, quiz, test and more to come, are all waiting for me to keep them update and complete. Some even have to be done by next week and i've yet prepare neither of them. I'm doomed~!!!!


At least I've spend more time with a group of friends rather than stuck at home, waiting for time to pass and rot. They've been very reliable but often bully me when we're off to swimming =(



Nevertheless, gosh! I'm in desperate in need for good night sleep? I'm always dreaming about so many stuff every single day and often woke up in the middle of the night for at least 10times, maximum. When I'm in class, I'm already half dragging myself. It had last for at least one week and I think I'm going insane soon?


Sometimes i even felt like I'm half asleep and half awake in the middle of the night.
How suffer can it be when you don't have enough sleep??

It gives me HELL!!!

Oh, and i think I'll be getting gastric real soon ><
I've been skipping breakfast often lately and often until 2-3pm only I'll have my brunch. It's not that I don't wanna to eat, human, it's just that my class are always SOO packed and there's always not enough time especially when my next class are continuously joined. Until by the time i had food in front of me, I have to constantly remind myself to eat carefully and chew instead of swallowing the whole plate like a monster. Sigh..

I'm off to shower. Weather's killing me.


Great days ahead people..

Cheers~!!!




~GraceKoh~

Already Gone...

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories,
They're haunted.

We were always meant to say goodbye....

Even with our fists held high,
It never would have worked out right.

We were never meant for do or die...

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now

But..I can't stop...

I want you to know...
It doesn't matter where we take this road,
Someone's gotta go


And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So..... I'm already gone.



Looking at you makes it harder,
But I know that you'll find another.
That doesn't always make you wanna cry.

It started with the perfect conversation then

I could feel the poison set in
"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you

So...I love you enough to let you go

I'm already gone, already gone

You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong

I'm already gone...

There's no moving on
So.........

I'm already gone =)

~GraceKoh~