as he removed the bandage..i saw my right hand had became swollen then ever b4 and i cant feel my little finger, at all. (ever since morning) doctor said that the dog had ald bitten on my nerve.that's why. worst of all, i didnt take my medicine as i had been told. he was furious and actually scolded me throughout the process. >< obviously he was curious bout why didnt the antibiotic works instead of my hand start to looked like bubbles.
said that im too stubborn that i didnt take my antibiotic and now see wat happen. my hand was swollen and IF the virus kembang, reach a state where it start to kembang fast. gone case. maybe i might have to go for a surgery and even might lose the feel for my right hand.have no sense in another word of discribing.
i was.. speechless.. i dunno wat to say or do.
AM I SERIOUSLY GOING TO LOSE MY SENSE ON MY RIGHT HAND? i dun wan!! >< i dun wan to lose any parts of my body including my hand. plus my hand is like my EVERYTHING. wat if i lose it? i cant write..
wat bout exam?
wat bout how to play my piano?
wat bout showering? and more to come.
i pray hard and i pray that hopefully the virus wont cross the bridge bcoz i really REALLY do need my hand. i dun wan to lose either part of anything in my body.
PS:: please do pray for me too, if u're reading this, readers. i appreciate that very very much. i thank you as much as it comes from my heart if you do. =) maybe i might not know who are the ones that had pray for me but i'll pray for you as well.. =)
okay.. im out. =)
muackz..
~GraceKoh~
2 comments:
good girl... go and tak the medicine LAAAAAAAAA.... i thiught the dog like my scuffy so healthy geh? Later kena potong tangan baru know.... then u can develope a skill using ur leg to bath, eat and play piano!
-.- wont be that bad la my dear. lucky thing dun have to potong anything at last. =D
la la la!!!
~GraceKoh~
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