Love and comfort on Christmas

start the day with a busy day..

having fun.. and.. the day ended, surrounded by comfort and love as i doze off into my dreamland..

you came up to me and did a thing that i've never hope nor ever think of.. bcoz i just knew how determine you are and you have a strong character that is so unique that i admire so much..
that is why you gain my trust like no other did..

you would never ever hug anyone or would dare to touch anyone.. neither express your feelings to anyone including your family.. but on that day...you did it..

i watch you leave...
like a leave been blew away flawlessly by the wind..
and soon..
tears started to drill down...

tears of comfort.....
tears of joy................
tears of appreciation...
tears of being happy......
tears of knowing that you never ever forget bout me..
i wanted to let you know.......
wan to babble to you so much....

but with that hug....
everything between us..
between the three of us...
the misunderstand , ice and left out...
all melt away at once with just one HUG.....

before i even finish my sentence..
you've cover me up with your hug...

a hug that once i felt and doubt that there will be a next..
a hug that is so precious...
a hug that is so rare....
a hug that is so comfortable...
a hug that explain itself..
a hug that explain everything..
a hug of apology...
a hug that dun wan to be forget...
a hug that tells you.. let's just precious all the time we had now before we separate..
a hug that no one would ever understand but.. amazingly.. i do.. im sure including you too..

you have seen me tear everytime..
lol..
it was funny..
somehow whenever i was in trouble.. you are always there..
no matter late at night, in my room and more..
you were ALWAYS there..

but you never call me a cry baby...
you sat there and listen..
be there...
but you did said one thing that made me laugh my head out.. which is....

" why whenever you saw me you always cry wan? i really that "cham" til i make you cry meh? my face really that sad til make you cry meh?"

lol..

you've taught me so much...
open my eyes...
but im stil to stubborn to do my decision even tho i know wat you said it's true...
but well.. we'll stil have 3days and 2nights together for the coming day..
hopefully things will get better...

=)

~GraceKoh~