R.I.P Cik Lai

A picture of Cik Chai
~ credits to YenMei =) ~

I was in a School Fair this morning, helping out Adrian, a counsellor from my college. And all of a sudden, a message came in. It was from Bryan, a junior of mine from SMK USJ12.


In the message, he asked me bout do i know Cik Chai. So.. of course i said "yeah", with a smiley face on and i actually tease a lil. I felt funny after sending out the msg tho. Questions came popping out...

Why is Bryan texting me early in the morning?
Shouldnt he be in school?
Wassup suddenly mentioning bout Cik Chai? hmmmm...

And there it was. The second text came in.

"She passed away due to influenza H1N1 "

I sat there beside Adrian, start mumbling and soon became shouting "oh my god Oh My God.." i think i said it four time with increasing sound tone. I started pulling my hair.

What in the World???!!!
How can this be??
No Noo Nooo.. =(

I almost started tearing there. I sat there in silence. Adrian was kind enough to give me my own space to think things off, i realized. lol. At least he just asked once and that's it. Instead of keep bugging "Are you okay?" lol.. it's sometimes annoying if ppl keep asking you that sentence too much -.-


Continue with the School Fair and my lift was over by noon. After lunch, i was back in my room again, chilling. Emotions shaking a lil..

Spotted, a bulletin on the floor. Read it. Mentioning bout Death.



Life is weak.
Once it's gone, it's gone for good.
Everyone will have their birthdays and someday.. eventually will have the end of their days.
Some people are afraid of death and they try to hide from it.
But somehow.. death will come to them, no matter how.


The Bible tells us...

"Everyone must die once, and after that be judged by God."
~Hebrews9:27~

If it's meant to be,
No matter how hard you tried to hide from it,
It will never go away.
Be brave to face it,
Try to find a way where you'll solve the judgement later on after you die.


We know that after death,
Everything will turn into memory..
Only His word and promises will stay with us.
Nothing will last..
Heaven,
is where we'll meet again =)





Meanwhile, Pn Yek, my most most most favourite teacher is now under quarantine because her desk was next to Cik Chai. God.. i pray that she'll be alright. If not.. i'll go insane bcoz she's like the best teacher that i've known and she knows me well enough. Sigh..

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Thank You.....

Thank You Cik Chai, for being patient with us. You've been a great teacher and we'll never forget the things that you've done for us.


Thank You, for listening to my ramble. We manage to chat a lil back in the olden days.
Talks, just between You and Me =)
Flashing back.. I laughed at myself for thinking how childish i was back then.
Just a girl who's living in her fantasy world =)


Thank You, for educating me. Yes, we've all been a jerk back then in secondary.
We laughed and teased at you in some ways, but i've always look up to you =)
Things changed after we manage to have that talk.


Thank You, for asking my mum and tell her to take good care of me.
And my mum said.. it's a lost to have a teacher like you...
May we meet again back in Heaven =)


Cheers to you, Cik Chai~!!! =)
R.I.P



~GraceKoh~