When I look at you

Everyone needs inspiration,
Everyone needs a soul.

When the waves are flooding the shore,
I can't find my way back home.

And that's when I look at you



Little changes had been going around and sometimes.. it's just hard to keep things on track like it used to be as before.

No doubt that people changed.

I wouldn't deny that because even me, myself, changed. Especially during holidays, the changes were big enough to break up a team. lol..

Ever felt unsatisfied when you were alone in thoughts? Well, i do.

Ever since this year, I'm always left unsatisfied and i ALWAYS wanted to do something out of something else. I want to live my life and make something out of it instead of wasting any time.

Why is this happening to me?
For 18years, I've never ever felt like this.

It just somehow,
I was easily annoyed?
I get fed-up easily when I'm not learning things.
I would get angry at people who never keep their promises and not being responsible enough to meant what they've said.



As the anger grows inside me, i would choose to ignore that person.
*This is just so rare that i would actually get angry at people*



I know it's a childish act but.. Sometimes, I just couldn't help it because it just hurts too much for seeing their faces especially when they're staring at you with those gorgeous eyes which melts you away even though they don't even know what they've done.

If you know that you couldn't keep your promise, then DON'T bother promising anyone unless you know that you CAN keep it!!!

Often enough I blame myself for getting angry and over-react at things that isn't that important from other people's point of view. I tried to tell myself that the others would never care about all this small matter, only I'm the foolish one who puts too much hopes on them that's why it would caused this much of a break down.

You're dumB..........when I look at you.
You're beautiful......... when I look at you.
You're irresistible..........when I look at you.
You're like a vision.........when I look at you.
You're hurting me.........when I look at you.
You're like a dream to me.........when I look at you.
You're tearing me apart.........when I look at you.
You're making me confuse.........when I look at you.

And there's no guarantee that this life is easy,
But I've gotta try.


*PS:: This post wasn't related or dedicated to anyone so don't start guessing who's the people/person and I'm perfectly fine. Just letting out my thoughts and emotions which makes me feel better =)


Thanks for reading..


Great days ahead people..
Cheers~!!!



~GraceKoh~