Seeing her teared...

Listening to her prayer half way, she teared.

Seeing and hearing at the same time, I can feel that it's eating her day by day. Little by little. I may not be her, but i'm still part of her. I loved her, but i never tell her through my very own mouth.

Not in my 10plus years. I don't even remember when was the last time i said "I LOVE YOU" to her. Never ever once i tell her that i love her because i don't have the guts too.









Seeing her teared... made me fall apart.
Seeing her teared... made my heart aches soooo badly.
Seeing her teared... made me cried with her.
Seeing her teared... made me wanna tell her, "It's okay, you still got me."
Seeing her teared... made me wanna hug her so tightly and cry out loud along with her.
Seeing her teared... made me realized that she had and IS hurt all this while.
Seeing her teared... made me wanna hate that person so badly but i know it's not right to do so
Seeing her teared... made me wanna say thank you for giving me this name, GRACE
Seeing her teared... made me wanna say sorry for ever being so selfish and foolish.
Seeing her teared... made me wanna say sorry for not showing you the support and love through my actions.
Seeing her teared... made me wants to shout to you and tell you that I LOVE YOU

But I will be by your side til the day we meet in heaven. I will protect you unless i leave this world early.


I'm sorry for your life but thank God, we've got HIM. Only he'll heal your shattered heart and His hand will comfort you and give you peace. It's just a few more years. Bare with me. I'll prayer for you because only prayer is the most strongest thing in the world, and that's all that matters.

Knowing that you're going through a hard time all these YEARS, but you're always trying to hide this away from us. Why?

Don't say sorry to me because this is NOT your fault! And whatever is the problem, it's my problem as well. Your problem is MY problem! I'm not a small kid anymore to not know what's going on.


But anyhow, i'm sure there's days and nights you're tearing without our realization. If i ever know that's happening, i swear i will be by your side to cry with you. You're strong and i'm proud of you. If i were ever to be on your position, I wouldn't know what to do.

Lastly, i just wants to say I LOVE YOU even though you will never see this but i've always ALWAYS love you. Just that..... I never have the guts to tell you.

With endless ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
GraceKoh