A story of a girl

Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much


well.. im standing in the crowd
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,


And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.


If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?


If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?


a girl sat here.
waiting.
hoping.
praying.
she knew wat she have to do but sometimes.. she cant help herself.


as the sun falls and the moon appeared.
another person took over her.

as the clock strike 10pm on the clock where it lay stil on the wall.
its like..Mr hyde taking over her instead of Dr Jekyll. [LoL.. okay.. maybe not that bad]


sometimes she wants to hold him so tightly,
squeeze someone til that person couldnt even breathe but that's only her imagination.


she often wonders.. wat would happen on that very day? 
will things get better or things wont be having a second chance?
she couldnt wait to know the answer.

she curb up herself,
squatting at one of the corner of her room.
cold air surrounded her.


Tear

couldnt bare the thought but she knew..
she would wait,
she should,
she will.

she wouldnt mind wat kind of things would happen later on,
as long as ppl around her are happy with wat they have now. 
then she's happy =D


she starts to helped ppl out..
that's her target and her goal now. =D


wanting to let ppl know and see that they meant for SOMETHING.
but.. why cant she help herself when the moonlight appear?

often look at her silent and stil phone,
laying beside her
wat she wants?
wat is she thinking?
wat is she waiting?
she dun understand.


a fren of her, tear.
she tear along with her.she's glad she was there for her 
she've been through that and she know very well how it feels
she want to help them to stand up.


And she did.
her frens stand again.



they wil get together again soon.
im sure of that. 
there's stil a chance for them.

but..

wil this girl have another chance?
she often wonder. 
she fear.
she struggle. 
wanting to know the answer.

she wan to approach that person so much at times.. but.. she knew she have to stand firm in her stands and not making anything til that day comes along.


she knew she shouldnt do things that was in her mind and letting the thoughts cover her.


she wants to know so much bout wat the otherside feels but she knew she'll never have the chance.

so much she want to tell
so much she want to do
but she only keeps to herself

it really amazed her that she is stil standing here today, 
alive,
keeping her promise, 
wanting to proove to ppl that she can do it
and handling things while helping different kind of ppl out. =)



she only hope that she wil have the strength to continue standing on til this whole things ends and see wat happen on that very day.

~.*how the story of her life goes.*.~
~.*how the story of her life ends at that very last breathe~.*

tell her that she's wrong if u knew she was wrong
sometimes.. she dun even know wat she wanted most

~.*but one thing for sure*.~

she stil miss him.
every night and day.
ever lasting
but she never show it out nor ppl can see.
she succeed~!!!

for the real first time.
she finally made it.




ppl start to stand up and thank her.
she was trill and she notice..

she finally did smtg right!!! =)

*.~always waiting and keeping promises~.*

~GraceKoh~