Promises that will be keep =)

As i sat outside of the house that late at night by the tiang, which was placed in front of my house.
[ well.. its just a tiang that is beside the house gate which means the letter box was below of it and im sitting on top of that tiang]

anyway.. im just sitting there all alone with my towel covering me up and curbed up myself with it meanwhile looking out to the open road.few neighbours saw me and i guess their thinking this girl must be crazy sitting out at this late hour. but i wouldnt wan to care.

its been a long long long month and a short holiday. but.. at least i manage to stand up again and fight. bcoz.. i know that i've made a promise and im going to keep it. i wouldnt know that if the other parties would rmb bout the promises that i've made to him or her or the promises that we've made together at that spot. a promise that i know i couldnt do it but.. i've made it. i have to and choose to wait and i choose to stand up again.

FIGHT. for my studies, for myself, for my parents, for HIM and for everything. proove to them that i can. wait fight wait fight.. and wait and fight.. that's all i can do.


anyway.. back.. as i sat on top of the tiang that late at night.. feeling.. okay.. im not gonna say this part.. something hits me..i got into the house and came out with a pen and paper. and start writing:

some the people know
play it just for me
as the season change, rmb how i used to be


now i cant go on, i cant even stood
i got ntg left.
just an EMPTY HEART.


im a soldier, warm the soul and must give up a fight.
there's nothing more for me, leave me away.
And leave my lightly.



some the people knows
tell them i dun care
there is no a road that leads to anywhere
without a lighter, fear that i wil stamble in the dark
lied right down on one of the side, not to go on

And from on high.. somewhere in the distance
there's a voice that calls : REMEMBER WHO U ARE
if u loss urself, ur courage soon wil follow
til the strong tonight..
rmb who u are.

yes.. i'll wait [its a definite] while going on. i wouldnt know wat would happen til the very day it comes, the day that i longed hope for and wait for. but all i can do is wait.. bcoz im keeping my promise. hoping that person rmbs too.. but that person stil have every rights to live their lifes but i've set my promise and i'll follow it with all my heart. wat comes comes and wait til that very day.

there's no one to blame for but to forgive =D

apologise and realized. make a change and grow from our mistake and the bad is forgiven. =D

everyday..wanting to tel u.. okay.. nvm.. post long enough. lol..

~GraceKoh~